Like seagulls on crack ([info]beggarsnotes) wrote,
@ 2008-11-30 19:13:00
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Posing in a Ballroom [Master Post]
Look, it's a master post! How wonderful it is to have things organised!

Posing in a Ballroom
Hearts colliding with others hearts
(i.e. Ryan/Brendon, Brendon/Spencer)
136,000 words
Overall NC-17


Biography. Of the, uh, story.
The idea came to me back in February and was not really my own. The source gives the wrong impression of the actual story, but I will put it in anyway. I was reading [info]bandslashsecret because, well, I'm a sucker for those comms, and I saw this. “Huh,” I thought, “I'd totally read that.” (Note: Posing is not Hilton-esque, which sounds like a bimbo comedy in the making. Posing is toned down and dark and follows the struggles of four guys who live privileged lives.) At the time I was working on another story, The Black Rose Season, and I had time for little else during the obsessive writing process. But the idea of our boys being rich and fabulous (and oh so troubled) kept mulling in the back of my brain. And so, once TBRS was done and posted, the characters started yelling at me to write them. So I did.

Warnings.
I will list any sensitive issues that come up in the story so that readers are aware of these themes (in case some issues are sensitive to some readers). It sounds long, but the fic is long too. Drug abuse and addiction, alcohol, graphic gay sex, vague het sex, sort-of-incest, eating disorders, bondage, mild violence. These warnings will not be repeated elsewhere.

Disclaimer.
None of this is real, none of this has ever happened. The story includes at times subconscious incorporations of lyrics by a variety of bands, artists and lyricists, including Gareth Campesinos!, Morrissey, Tim Kasher, Roberth Smith, Ryan Ross, Spencer Krug and probably even more. Those bits belong to them, and not me.

Thank you.
Thanks to my flist for putting up with me talking about this endlessly. Thank you [info]delustre, [info]smashapumpkin1, [info]buildyourwalls, [info]babycomeback2me, [info]of_catalyst and whoever else listened to me rant or helped me along the way. Thanks to [info]rememberthedays for NYC insider information and letting me harass her. Thanks to [info]justranda and [info]_sugar for short-notice beta services! Special thanks to [info]spazzyskittles for being such an amazing beta and putting so much time and effort into this. I am forever grateful. <3

Lastly, endless love goes to my testing audience. Thanks to [info]st_andrews_fall for being greedy, for pouting, and for being just a bit perverted. Also thanks to The Big Jurassic Tree Who Sways In The Background A Hell Of A Lot, who let me use her laptop when mine broke, who told me to “Write faster!” and called Ryan and Brendon assholes. I couldn’t have done it without your feedback, patience and tough love.

This one goes out to the person who posted that secret. My apologies, random person, that it took so long.


Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Soundtrack


Posing in a Ballroom has been one girl's serious (and often victorious) attempt to neglect studies, exams and essays in the autumn months of 2008.

To every single person who stumbles upon this post - thank you! (For reading or for considering it. Whatever rocks your boat.)

Anna/[info]arctic_grey
xxxx



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[info]iamiamamachine
2008-11-30 07:15 pm UTC (link)
fuck it, i already love this.

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 07:59 pm UTC (link)
Aww! :D

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[info]rememberthedays
2008-11-30 07:16 pm UTC (link)
I am stoked.

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 07:59 pm UTC (link)
*whispers* Me too!

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[info]nejem
2008-11-30 07:20 pm UTC (link)
I think this story is going to be amazingly epic, I will definitely check it out when you start posting *_*

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:00 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad you think so! :D I'm really excited/nervous to see what people think.

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[info]moceanu
2008-11-30 07:30 pm UTC (link)
hell yeah.

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:00 pm UTC (link)
\o/ I missed posting regularly. *geek*

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(no subject) - [info]moceanu, 2008-11-30 09:20 pm UTC

[info]lil_eee
2008-11-30 07:43 pm UTC (link)
omg can't wait

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:01 pm UTC (link)
Me neither! :)

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[info]rawr_santi
2008-11-30 07:48 pm UTC (link)
I'm pretty sure I already love it. :)

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:02 pm UTC (link)
Yay! \o/ And your icon! Ahahaha! *stares at JWalk tongue* Hmmmmm!

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(no subject) - [info]rawr_santi, 2008-11-30 08:35 pm UTC

[info]valentina4
2008-11-30 07:48 pm UTC (link)
Mitä, ei Joncer-sivuparitusta?! Nooh, tulen rakastamaan sitä silti, koko juttu kuulostaa ihan mahtavuuden määritelmältä ^^

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:05 pm UTC (link)
Ööh, no sanotaan, että tossa on alkuparitukset! (Eli en tietenkään voinu jättää pois! Kaikkihan tietää miten ne rakastaa toisiaan!) :D

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[info]_sugar
2008-11-30 07:56 pm UTC (link)
sofuckingstoked.

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:05 pm UTC (link)
\o/

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[info]mirrorscrack
2008-11-30 07:58 pm UTC (link)
omg why isnt it monday yet? (i cant believe i am saying that; monday is when exams start fuuuuck)

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:08 pm UTC (link)
lol, suddenly Mondays don't seem so bad! Aww, exams, though. :( Good luck with them!

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[info]fuzzyniffler
2008-11-30 08:08 pm UTC (link)
ldkjfaslk Excited :D

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:09 pm UTC (link)
Yay! \o/

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[info]kikistar
2008-11-30 08:13 pm UTC (link)
Oh My God! Oh My God! Oh My God!

I am so excited to read this, you have know idea. :)

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 08:23 pm UTC (link)
Yay! I hope you'll like it, bb. :)

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(no subject) - [info]thnksfrthvnm, 2009-01-09 02:53 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]arctic_grey, 2009-01-11 11:58 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thnksfrthvnm, 2009-01-11 07:03 pm UTC

[info]sowrong_ish
2008-11-30 08:36 pm UTC (link)
aaaw, i'm such a fan girl at times like these, but i'm looking forward to read this :D

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 09:15 pm UTC (link)
Nothing wrong with a bit of fangirling. :D I'm excited about posting it. \o/

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[info]justranda
2008-11-30 08:51 pm UTC (link)
I'm so stoked to get back to reading decent fic again! *dances*

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 09:18 pm UTC (link)
Your icon cracks me up so bad! And ah, here's hoping it will be decent! *crosses fingers*

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(no subject) - [info]justranda, 2008-11-30 10:01 pm UTC

[info]inkruns
2008-11-30 08:57 pm UTC (link)
!!!

STOOOOOOOOOOKED.

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 09:18 pm UTC (link)
:D \o/

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[info]nyquil_love
2008-11-30 09:28 pm UTC (link)
I can't wait!
:D

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-11-30 09:49 pm UTC (link)
:D Let's hope it's been worth the wait!

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[info]mandy_croyance
2008-11-30 10:10 pm UTC (link)
One awesome chaptered fic finishes posting the very day before another starts. I love this fandom.

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-12-01 10:13 am UTC (link)
Ooh, what fic is that? I'm so out of the loop these days. /o\

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(no subject) - [info]mandy_croyance, 2008-12-01 04:13 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]arctic_grey, 2008-12-01 07:39 pm UTC
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[info]heyhokelso
2008-11-30 10:20 pm UTC (link)
OH YAY. I was just thinking about rereading the black rose season today and then I saw this and OH YAY.
=D

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-12-01 10:14 am UTC (link)
:D I hope you'll like it!

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[info]akinamiyoko
2008-11-30 10:21 pm UTC (link)
I'm so excited! I've been waiting for a long fic from you! :D

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-12-01 10:14 am UTC (link)
Aah, this one's been a long time coming. I'm really glad I can finally post it. :D

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[info]stardust_ballad
2008-11-30 10:57 pm UTC (link)
hdosfjos \o/ This is going to be amazing. I can't wait!

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-12-01 10:16 am UTC (link)
\o/ I hope you'll like it! :)

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[info]hitchedtoastar
2008-12-01 01:12 am UTC (link)
so excited for this; i was about to start seriously considering rereading tbrs. i have clear memories of reading neon lights lying on my couch watching the parade on thanksgiving morning last year, but i already reread that over the summer, so i was going to turn to tbrs for now. but this is way more exciting!!

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-12-01 10:17 am UTC (link)
All these oldies you talk about! I get all nostalgic! Here's hoping that this one will live up to those two! *crosses fingers*

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[info]ginsatonic
2008-12-01 02:44 am UTC (link)
I can't deny that I am excited about this new story before you even post the first chapter. To do that would be ridiculous.
Mondays are going to be something to look forward to again! What are you planning?... 2 updates a week? What days are you going to be posting? Hey! I need to plan my week!

Seriously though, this sounds intriguing and I can't wait!!!!!!!!!

<3

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[info]ginsatonic
2008-12-01 02:45 am UTC (link)
Oh and expect my usual silly ramblings of theories and such!

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(no subject) - [info]arctic_grey, 2008-12-01 10:20 am UTC

[info]fond_ofyou
2008-12-01 05:26 am UTC (link)
Oh, Jesus.
I'm excited. ^^

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-12-01 10:20 am UTC (link)
Yay! \o/

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[info]sowrongitsbec
2008-12-01 06:55 am UTC (link)
ahhh too excited :)
cant wait for tomorrow/tonight :)

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-12-01 10:21 am UTC (link)
It's up now! Depending where you live and whether or not you're sleeping. But it'll be there when you wake up! :)

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[info]sweetrevenge418
2008-12-01 09:04 am UTC (link)
*HEADSPLAT*
I am sick, and tired, and part of my lung has literally been collapsing, and I've been up all night doing homework and I'm stressed and this just...
*POOF!*
instantly made everything better!!!!!
OMG.
I have something to look forward to that will get me through my first of many hell days for the next few weeks.
Muchos Gracias. Merci. Gratias tibi ago.
*fails at languages*
Your stories are kind of the sun to my weirdly orbiting universe (because yes, the world does revolve around updates!!!), so I am SO excited for this.
Okay, seriously, I need to stop or I'm going to start scaring people.
<3333333333333333333

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[info]arctic_grey
2008-12-01 10:23 am UTC (link)
Awww, Vielen Dank! (I'm doing this language thing too!) I'm so glad you're excited! :D Hopefully it'll live up to your expectations!

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[info]lu_foo
2008-12-01 11:42 am UTC (link)
This looks really awesome!
Just by the way, the link to chapter one links back to this post. =]

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[info]beggarsnotes
2008-12-01 11:50 am UTC (link)
*facepalm* Thanks for pointing that out! Fixed it! :)

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